I’ve been reading a bit on how extremely difficult it is to get into MIT. It appears that nowadays the classes are just the amalgamations of all the “best” people in the world. The admissions website makes the process seem easy. But these people are telling me that you have to be in IOI, be a champion at a couple things, make a bunch of cool stuff (not just one thing), rek high school, make friends, do sports/band, the whole extracurricular shebang (be president of everything), AND somehow live?
That is devaluing rather than valuing human life right there. Because by abusing the opportunities you’re given, you’re basically draining the life out of everything. Being the best is putting yourself first at the cost of everyone else, regardless of how many people you led or helped. You trod on everyone’s faces and now you expect them to smile back.
If that’s the kind of college I want to go to, where people idolize their hobbies and do studying on steroids, then heck no! I want a balance. I don’t want to feel alone working on a project, but then again, I don’t want to be pushed into doing things from 6 AM to 1 AM every day.
I don’t really know what I prefer anymore. For so long I’ve lived “alone,” i.e. nobody really helps me in my projects or homework. I just do it. I have not assimilated into the American collective identity.
But then again, maybe I should stick to my guns. MIT might have what I want. For all I know, there is a snake eyes chance of getting accepted. Even if I don’t, MIT has a much better grad school anyway.
But since I doubt myself, I am going to ease the pressure on myself. By doing things for fun and profit rather than for college, I’ll get a better result. I am unencumbered trying to fit myself in a nice suit. I don’t prevent myself from doing stuff because “going to college is a higher priority.” I go to college because I do not prevent myself from doing stuff.